Pages of my Secret Diary!!

I am climbing the steps to your door,
Mixed emotions running through me,
You didn't even know i was coming to see.
How would you react on opening the door?
Would you be angry or would you be filled with happiness galore?
The rose in my hand will make you nervous for once,
I would try to handle but i am such a dunce.
With hope in my heart,
I ring the bell.
Though i had rehearsed this a million times,
But now i needed two parts tequila and one part lime.
You are my life,
How would i ever tell you this?
Looking into your eyes,
Gives me heaven and bliss.
You open the door with a subtle smile,
You are surprised to see me at your door.
At that moment, i wanted you even much more.
I look into your eyes.
I know you are the one,
Saying it aloud,
I see you standing stunned.
Every second seemed to pass like an year,
All i could see was the redness on your cheeks,
There was a different smile,
I guess you were shy.
All i knew was that for this smile, i could die.
The tears shined in your eyes.
Making you look even more beautiful,
You nodded your head in approval,
That moment i wouldn't mind if the world got brutal.
I take you in my arms,
The same way you had taken me in your charms.
I love you and thats all i really knew,
Then and even today.
Till date your thoughts still linger on,
Even though you are gone far beyond.
I am old and withered now,
It was you who kept me young,
I still don't know how.
That rose is still there in my diary and that smile is fresh in my mind,
You are mine and you would stay mine.
As your thoughts still linger on,
Even though you are gone far beyond.

What matters most is how you see yourself!!

I have come across many people who say that they are not as good looking as others. They get nervous in public when they are asked to give their views. They aren't able to perform as well as others though their knowledge is at a higher level.
I had all these symptoms a time ago. I hated myself because i wasn't beautiful and i couldn't speak as good an English. One day in school, there were auditions for singing and modelling competition.I was taking part in the singing competition. I reached the venue right on time. I heard a voice shouting behind pointing out to me and saying,"Who has put this ugly girl for modelling?" I ran out from the auditorium, crying.Tears continued to roll down my eyes.I wanted answers to my some question, questions which only God could answer.In the evening I went to the gurudwaara sahib, I closed my eyes and said to God-" You have given me everything till date. Please make me beautiful also. I want to look pretty". A voice replied,"Its the inner beauty which matters more."
"I know that God but still the world measures the face value more. Please make me beautiful"
"I will make you beautiful but first of all you have to fall in love with yourself. You are a very beautiful being but start to love yourself. Time will change for you."
I opened my eyes and I knew the answer I had been searching. Every night before going off to sleep, I would repeat the words-'I love myself' about 10 times. I did this for a month. I didn't become beautiful but there was something different. I actually started to love myself. Not that I thought, I was better than the rest but I wasn't less either. I started to open my hair more often. My dresses changed from manly to an elegant wear. My mother observed a change in me.She told me I had started to look girlish. I started to love life. My mother would always say that you can't fall in love with anyone or anything until you are in love with yourself.
I had horrible stage fear but still I went up on the stage for debate. I came last but still I went again. One of the teachers recommended my name for a state level debate competition. That way I got rid of my confidence problem. Even when I was scared i didn't show it up. I pretended to be the boldest. That pretense gave me strength.
When I reached college, some boys came to rag me. I was very scared but all I did was, pretend!! I ragged the boys instead and came to be really known. so, this is all I have learnt. Today I speak better English than the rest. I can stand and fight for myself. I can't hear anything against myself because I love myself. Its like when you hear somebody speaking bad about your dear ones. You feel like teaching them a lesson. Thats exactly what i do. Learn to accept yourself the way you are because when you are the way you actually are, you are the best. Don't be fake. Just be yourself. you will get courage automatically and things will change. i saw the change. if I could do it, then anybody can!!...Keep smiling :)

For the secret holders

If secrets were to be kept,
half the world would have never wept.
Step by step as we move on,
Heaping things on the heart so strong.
Talking the heap out,
confiding in somebody
Is all we need in the moment of worry.
We choose the special one,
To put the heap upon,
To hold all our secrets
and to hide our troughs and crests.
May it be our amplitude
which goes a way high
or may it be our blood pressure
which goes a way low
But we expect our secret holder never to turn our foe.
green leaves may turn brown
An old smile may turn into a frown.
But I request to all those
who hold somebody's secrets,
Not to leak them out,
As it is counted in god's debts...

Victory beyond fear

A silent night, a silent tear
love is miles away
eyes are filled with fear
i'm yet holding on
cant let all this go wrong
i remember the time
when we were close together
flashback now starts to gather
i'm standing in the rain
on a very narrow lane
tears flowing down my eyes
when you cum rushing from behind
you 've a rose in your hand
beautiful but a little crammed
you say- you love me and you really care
and will always be there
Tinge of beauty flowed through my eye
the world seemed pure and nice
had never thought everything would turn so wrong
you would leave me and go far beyond
my heart questions your promises now
infront of which i had 2 bow
i regret the day i said i love you
because i thought you were really true
you came as a fantasy and left as a nightmare
for you i had kept the world aside
and i just woudn't care
is it something that i lack?
because you never even turned back
i left all relations and came to you
but over me you chose a stupe
don't know where really i was wrong
but i'm surely trying to be strong
love for you wasn't ME and its good
that atlast i'm free
this is a victory beyond fear
because my eyes will no more tear
because my eyes will no more tear.....

Incomplete Wishes

It was dark all around me

I wished for somebody to come and hold my hand

and somebody to take me out of this dark land

I turned to find you

but you were no where to be seen

memories of past were flickering in my mind

and the memories of all other good times

My eyes were yet in search of you

but you didn't come then

i really needed a friend

I needed your support

I needed you to come and hug me tight

And finish off all the fights

My eyes yet awaited you

Hoping to see you come

i wanted you to come and wipe my tears

And remove all my damned fears

But you didn't come

My eyes still await you

May be you come one day

My wishes may remain incomplete

but yet i will wish you to come.

Horizon....

A wish from the breaking star

A little story i will tell you all

of the days which have passed

whose memories will never last

there was this dumb crash course class

which had dis real special lass

when the teacher added 2 squares and got a cube out of it

he acted as if his brain's tubelite just got lit

The cigarette has glycerine

well!!! i dint know of that

i just know one thing that the teacher teaching was really fat

only this one understood what it all meant

all those stupid lenses and their crummy bends

he had pure eyes and this one side dimple

which could make any girl really stumble

No one understood his little heart

because science had taken it all apart

his eyes hid innocence deep inside

which longed for a friend in this stormy tide

Time flew and days turned months

we had becum friends just for fun

solving each other's problems we dint realise

our frenship moved away from all the lies

now i had this special person

whom i dint want to lose

i would be with him even if his brain's tubelite fused

i wouldn't let him impede in the inductance of his life'

because i will always be there by his side

we barely find friends who last forever and as i had found one

i knew he's my lucky charm

if breaking stars never fulfilled wishes

then mine would be still pending in the god's list......

The Tarnished Land

A gush of the wind
an usher of the rain
i looked up to the sky
it seemed in pain
A mother cried for her child afar
A son died somewhere in the bars
A whisper in my ear
and i awoke leaving the nightmarish fear
The fantasy came to land
Lord Neptune could be seen with a red band
seas turning incardine
with the blood of a thousand dimes
The Lord's land had turned impure
it needed a cleaning deep from the core
Time was wilting and life was withering
Every night and every day
Man continued going astray
God stole the man's sorrow
not for long,now would he borrow
Continuing to walk on the dark land
A blink of the eye
and nothing would withstand
Same is the sorrow
same is the pain
Would it all go away with my name??......:)

Story of the ringing bells

Soaring high and touching the sky

is it my dream or is it a lie??

i love the way you look at me

because it makes me feel most beautiful indeed

your one touch sends a shiver to my heart

the bells start ringing frorm the corner dark

had never thought

love would come this way

leaving me waiting for the day

so that i see you looking at me once again

so much love though i cannot stand

to tell you the truth

the bells dont stop

untill you tell your eyes to drop

"A damsel with hornetts all about

but i chose you out from the crowd"

if i say this

it will be a lie

because its you who took me out of the cries

i love you for who you are

we may be near but we are still so far

hold my hand and take me away

i promise to forever stay

just wondered that though neuton

dint noe what love was all about

still he expressed my heart aloud

your every action had an equal and opposite reaction

now hoping that i'm in the right direction

i will move ahead

as victorious are the hearts

who beyond all problems

still move stead....

Eclair day

Hand in hand walked two vams

unaware of da destiny's plan

sip n bite ws a cafe dere

nd dere ws dis guy who lukd lyk a bear

his eyes were lyk 2 pumpkins hanging in a garden

if dat ws a praise

gimme a pardon

he ws fat nd disgusting 2

nd his brain had lost its screw

he threw an eclair on da vam's hair

of vch she ws vry well aware

he sang songs nd da vams stood quiet

cz dey were busy thinking dat da guy needed 2 diet

soon da vams turned nd da trumpet blew

wen 1 of dem picked up da sweet

nd asked him 2 fix his brain's screw

sip n bite ws shocked 2 hear

two vams screaming

whom dey thot were in fear

da guy lost ol da guts

vch were remaining sum whr in his butts

he went back regretting his action

cz he ws a loser jst in a fraction

as i m one vam wen i rite dis ol

i advise 2 gv a damn 2 ol sch balls....!!!

Soulmates

Here i stand,just another voice

lost in the crowd of noise

surrounded by familiar faces

but yet fail to recognize any

clouds seem to have covered me

strangeness is flickering in my eyes

wind blows hard upon

sunlight is dispersed around

trying to cut its way through th dark clouds

Bitter cold is making me shiver

with a little moment i started to quiver

Moments of past are yet stinging my eyes

life is cringed with fears and pains

i fear i m on the wrong lane

with docile thoughts i yet move on

waiting to approach my destiny forlorn

life is like a memory forgotten

with ideas filled damn rotten

i wanted to give up

but something in me yet wanted to move on

when i walked upon those rough sands

sumone suddenly held my hand

destiny was playing it through

shimmering sun was kissing the clouds

not letting my troubles again to arouse

the soulmates had met again

to solve the mystery's frame

and to create histories again.....

Dream man...

Not on a white horse

Not wearing a crown

i need a simple man

may it b he's brown

he should love me from his heart

beyond it i dont need any horse carts

Mercedes benz, i don't want

just a guitarist who can play songs

he should be a man of charm

his words should bring my heart to alarm

money, we can earn together

thats not a problem which really bothers

Moon and stars are unrequired'

i need a caring man and not a general dier

someone who is true and dear

and who can vanish away all my fears

his eyes should be of the deepest kind

which get me just off my mind

our love should be deeper than the sea

rest everything just let it be

there should be magic in his voice

which makes my blood rush in every crevice

i will surely find my man

for whom i will take a stand

i know this aint a fairy land

and i'm not a princess

but a VAM....

How To care of your wife?

How to take care of your wife:




In the world, one single rule applies to the men: Make the Woman happy. Do something she likes, and you get points. Do something she dislikes and points are subtracted. You don't get any points for doing something she expects. Sorry, that's the way the game is played.




Here is a guide to the point system: 




SIMPLE DUTIES


-- You make the bed (+1)
-- You make the bed, but forget the decorative pillow (0)
-- You throw the bedspread over rumpled sheets (-1)
-- You go out to buy her what she wants (+5)
-- In the rain (+8)
-- But return with Beer (-5)
-- You check out a suspicious noise at night (0)
-- You check out a suspicious noise, and it is nothing (0)
-- You check out a suspicious noise and it is something (+5)
-- You pummel it with iron rod (+10)
-- It's her pet (-10)










SOCIAL ENGAGEMENTS


-- You stay by her side the entire party (0)
-- You stay by her side for a while, then leave to chat with a college buddy (-2)
-- Named Tina (-4)
-- Tina is a dancer (-10)










HER BIRTHDAY


-- You take her out to dinner (0)
-- You take her out to dinner and it's not a sports bar (+1)
-- Okay, it's a sports bar (-2)
-- And it's all-you-can- eat night (-3)
-- It's a sports bar, it's all-you-can- eat night, and your face is painted the colours of your favourite team (-10)










A NIGHT OUT


-- You take her to a movie (+2)
-- You take her to a movie she likes (+4)
-- You take her to a movie you hate (+6)
-- You take her to a movie you like (-2)
-- It's called 'DeathCop' (-3)
-- You lied and said it was a foreign film about orphans (-15)










YOUR PHYSIQUE


-- You develop a noticeable potbelly (-15)
-- You develop a noticeable potbelly and exercise to get rid of it (+10)
-- You develop a noticeable potbelly and resort to baggy jeans and baggy Hawaiian shirts (-30)
-- You say, "It doesn't matter, you have one too." (-8000)










ENJOY THE 'BIG' QUESTION


-- She asks, "Do I look fat?" (-5) [Yes, you LOSE points no matter WHAT]
-- You hesitate in responding (-10)
-- You reply, "Where?" (-35)
-- Any other response (-20)










COMMUNICATION


-- When she wants to talk about a problem , you listen, displaying what looks like a concerned _____expression (0)
-- You listen, for over 30 minutes (+50)
-- You listen for more than 30 minutes without looking at the TV (+500)
-- She realizes this is because you have fallen asleep (-10000)

Thats Life!!!!!!!!!!!!

That is life.
We should all learn from him how to live life......

So cool..

What do u have....

Mere paas Gaadi hai,bangla hai,paisa hai,bank balance hai aur maa bhi hai tumhaare pass  kya hai......






Mere Paas ye hai

Lets have something

I think this is something which all classmates like........seriously....

Do anyone want to have choclate ............

so have it...

Did'nt like it or What ?

Which are the best times can u guess?

I Think I am Not Wrong....

Among all of us there is something very common....

...Attitude...

Short Description on all the SEQUINS OF CLASS 9TH

CLASS IXth- THE NINTH WONDER OF THE SELAQUI WORLD SCHOOL
Two class, 25 students, different cultures and UNLIMITED TALENT- you wouldn’t find such ‘unity in diversity’ in any other class.
Here are these amazing kids ( in alphabetical order)-
1. Akarsh Gupta- Good in academics, Akarsh is a keen basketball player.(Jai Ganesh)
2. Animesh Sharma- Good in academics. TT, Cricket (medium pace bowler) and cycling are some of his passions outside the classroom and no passion inside the class.
3. Arpit Jain- A very cultured boy, Arpit is an enthusiastic footballer. He can act, too. Superb in acting and as well HE IS THE CAPTIAN OF ONE OUR SCHOOL TEAM. (Favraite song- Paisa paisa karti hai)
4. Boza- This charming girl from Bhutan excels in Basketball, Athletics. She can enthral the audience with her sweet, melodious voice and amazing dancing skills.
5. Chimmi- This intelligent athlete from Bhutan is a good Basketball and TT player. Academics, too, retain the top slot in her list of priorities.and the duplicate Gandhi (Zarox Gandhi).
6. Dhananjay- The brain of the class from Nepal- Dhananjay has been the SCHOOL TOPPER FOR THREE CONSECUTIVE YEARS. Truly multifaceted he is a good painter, an athlete and a keen footballer, too.and a gud entertainer.
7. Divya- Extremely Non Co-operative (just jokin), Divya plays Basketball with lot of zeal. He is currently an non-important MEMBER of the SCHOOL BASKETBALL TEAM. Bad in almost all the sports played in the school, Divya can ride a horse in his style or we can say horse can ride him his own way. Playing drums, singing and painting are some of the other arts which he doesn’t know.
8. Drishti- With so much talent ‘multifaceted’ she cannot do anything and an extremely outstanding student.
9. Gaurav Dahiya- A sweet, naughty Gaurav D. loves to play football and ride a horse with a girl sittin on it...
10. Gaurav Grover- This photographer cum STATE LEVEL SHOOTER cum horse rider can make one cry through his sheer histrionics. And the COMPUTER MAN of the class .


11. Kalindi-She uses her height to the maximum in the court of Basketball but not playing Basketball.Outstanding personality of the class.(always found out of the class).
12. Madhav- The COBRA OF THE CLASS Madhav loves trying his hand at the keyboard, shooting range and basketball and for spitting.
13. Manmeet- Modest Manmeet is a good chess player and shooter and the chalta firta entertainment of the class.
14.Mannu-The senior citizen of the class and very renowned artist. (who makes the drawing of the girls).
16. Nidhi- Good in academics, Nidhi is very sporty. Her acting and dancing skills are something to be proud of.
17. Prabhjot- Extremely intelligent, he is equally good on the football field. He expresses himself beautifully on the canvas.

18.  Ria- This pretty girl can paint, dance and play Keyboard and basketball.One thing is missed out that she is Barbie doll of the class.

19.Rohit-Excellent in flirting.and gud in break dance.and outstanding bunker.
20. Saransh- Extremely versatile, Saransh is an excellent debater, a non sensitive artist, a good swimmer (exactly like fish), and a keen footballer. He is blessed with a no brain too.
21. Sakshi-a nice girl and a pretty girl of the class who loves to talk  and a chatter box......and has a beautiful eyes.....
22. Satwik- Good dancer, Footballer and horse rider, Satwik is a well-be2haved and non courteous boy. How can we forget that he is a very good swimmer among us all.
23.Tarun- The keen basketball player of the class(who don’t even know how to throw a basket).
24. Vaishali-Excellent in argumentation and should be awarded for that. And a good biter (mouse).
25. Yaseen- This NRI from US is good academically. He is very active on the athletics field. The monkey man.

Still remember the memories that too being the class monitor...

campers in Dudhwa

We all are standing with our camp mentor in deep forests

Feelin like drunk wanna go for fun...

Poem by Sanjay Bhattacharya

Don't Take Life Too Seriously., Always Find Time To Laugh.!!
Laughter Not Only Adds Years To Your Life, But Adds More Life To Your Years.


This poem was nominated by UN as the best poem of 2006, Written by an
African Kid


When I born, I black
When I grow up, I black
When I go in Sun, I black
When I scared, I black
When I sick, I black
And when I die, I still black

And you white fellow
When you born, you pink
When you grow up, you white
When you go in sun, you red
When you cold, you blue
When you scared, you yellow
When you sick, you green
And when you die, you gray

And you calling me colored?

can you read this!Cna yuo raed tihs

): Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55% of plepoe can. I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! fi yuo cna raed tihs, sned it to yuor fneidrs

i like thier way man ...

Camp to Shimla and Manali.

So cute....

Woke up So Late sorry!

Leave me for God Sake...